failed endeavors | year-one b-sides & rarities

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nnpoc. While this compilation may be called "Failed Endeavors", these tracks are anything but failures. Favorite track: the ballad of mistaken, the goat.

Kactus I want to drive into the end of days with the Ballad of Mistaken as my soundtrack,. the smooth groove, the flowing melodies and the beat are pure 110% ear gold. I just want to sway as the final sunset happens, and feel the world around me come together one last time. Favorite track: the ballad of mistaken, the goat.

kristin ides It soothes the spots nothing else can reach—or cleanse. Favorite track: born waiting | die wanting.

Name©®™ A juggernaut of a track 🔥 Favorite track: when all the color drained, and the form lost its structure.

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1.	approaching departures \| what i would have told you if i was there, and you were here 08:36		buy track
2.	one by one \| i watched it happen, and i was powerless to protect - featuring Vince from Up The Hudson River 10:23		buy track
3.	it was a warm night in Tulsa that year, with more than four years still left to go 04:20		buy track
4.	affliction 04:12		buy track
5.	the ballad of mistaken, the goat 05:47		buy track
6.	when it finally catches up to you 03:01		buy track
7.	poisoned wells 05:18		buy track
8.	born waiting \| die wanting 13:31	info	buy track
9.	at least you'll have these songs to remember me by 12:38		buy track
10.	when all the color drained, and the form lost its structure 08:05		buy track
11.	i miss you every single moment of every single day 16:09		buy track

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this album represents a collection of material that didn't fit anywhere else.

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released May 19, 2023

a meant. release

recorded july 2022 - may 2023 wandering through various locations around the USA

track 2 vocals courtesy of Vince from Up The Hudson River
track 3 inspired by Levi (a musician in Tulsa who i never met again)
track 9 inspired by Annie Ellicott

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meant. Tulsa, Oklahoma

meant. is a flowstate vaporgaze & IDM layered sound collection of scavenged melancholia in the debris of hopes, dreams, and promises.

but for the joy of that eventual day, we endure.

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